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Back in the noughts 

the last decade, before

the waste in decay,

thoughts return,

 but hey,

I have changed

beyond the time,

where those moments,

 now will be, 

we shall see?

retrieved some useful items ...

within the home this week ...

And what a week  ... 

At the start of this very week a Wife, a Mum whose funeral took place ... at the end of the same week the anniversary ...  

... of the the loss of her husband ... 15 years ago ... at midnight on Census day that year ... 

one month on from our recent loss ... 

And all that happened in the following days in reclaiming back some more space within this home from a muddle of life in death ... and death in life ... 

More Fatewells said ...

Onto the task in hand  of  change ... from clutter back to space about

to the life of talk to writing to action in action ... 

A Life Is emerging ...

From the muddle of a home ...

I am taking off ... I hope for a more even keel ... Which will be difficult in th forthcoming time of saying goodbye to my deceased husband Mum ... The last conversation, the last cheeky moment, the last photo...  all just prior to the suddenness of her death ... 

Three Weeks

... have now passed

The first day into the first Week

Ticks in time of a new mourning, soon to pass again in weeks months years since ... if it is not our turn ... 

The funeral now coming together with just the tweaks to finalise ...

My thoughts turning to preparations for the peace being disturbed ... I am accustomed to my own life and it is more noticeable now when I am with others ...

And then finally we get to the actual celebration of life at a service of a lifetime from birth to death with a particular loyal faith ... 

Victorian Style ...

... with a twist of the 21st in a chapel of Rest ...

And paying for the privilege of sitting with your loved ones to say goodbye ... Unless you are a funeral director yourself ...

I nearly asked if anything was display models to use for hubby last time I was here ...

Where once it would be at home and a more basic style for some ...
It can now be eco again ... as basic or as lavish as you wish ... All at a cost

Another car change

For a member of the family 

We were supposed to go to Falmouth when last in Kernow for sister to have s look.

Plans changed on that morning we were due to take a car journey down into Cornwall ... when my mum in law passed away 

Finally she went today .. she will pick up her change of car on Saturday ... 

Now for the fun of getting in the back of that one !

I was pleased ...

Red Arrows 

indeed to come across a lot of photos past in a format easy to modernise ... A lot so far from 2004 and 2005

For everything muddled, lost or ... deliberately destroyed as a punishment to my husband as they could not touch him at home ... in destroying all items stored elsewhere ... 

This is good ... to see our life again ... 

It is also assisting memory gaps

A death or few ... What would have been ...

and what is now ... 

A funeral in the planning ... More deceased belongings and photos many again ... Alongside with the changing times which is the more positive side of too much in belongings ... 

After all the unnecessary belongings ... one starts coming across treasures thought lost for ever ... 

The salvage of two homes and the eventual one room of the more recent passing of a family member brings treasures going back and spanning three centuries worth of life from generation through generation ... 

A very sad but very fascinating time indeed ... 

And catching up from a time of all at once clearing two homes sorting a life back into structure and routine and being by the side of my late father in catch up time after seasons lost ... All at once and same ...

And that is after a time with my late husband away from life for time lost in time ... 

Finally ... on the latest passing I'm able to gather myself a bit better ... even though still in some muddles from these seasons in time ... 

And this with what should have been in the month of May ... a silver wedding anniversary plans that are no longer able to do as originally forseen  ... Another first without my late spouse ...